The person who gives you deep emotional pain is the very same person you long for to heal. How dumb.

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It’s incredible how the briefest encounters can be immensely impactful—like loathe professed in 3 seconds leading to months of self-esteem slaughter or hours of deep talk changing a lifetime of perspectives. Is it the heart that surrenders? Is it the mind that transcends?


The unforgiving beat of fate,

Contradicting her inexcusable oblivion,

Like a devious ray of summer,

Found its way to get to her.


Thumping on the delicate mesh of her truth,

A shadow of subtle rage,

She knew it coming—a pretense,

Lie on it.


Dear M

Dear M,
I wish you happiness and– to borrow Hailee’s lyrics:
“I wish someone will love you, let me go.”
Lots of love,

Why & See

Many times have I attempted to remove all our photos, but I just couldn’t… There is a rush of unwanted emotions every time I’m about to delete… We were a happy couple… Once we were inseparable.

Pain cures


Here’s a story about this place: I left Yodoyabashi early in the morning and hopped on a train to Kobe. I was pretty confident I’d figure out how to get to the Mosaic quite easily. The goal was to capture the amazing view of Kobe Port Tower. The covert intent, however, was to meet an ex-love. I knew it was foolish—I knew it wasn’t gonna end up well—but I idiotically went ahead. I thought hey if it would give me answers, it might be worth it. Alas, I left Mosaic in vain. None of my plans worked out. None of my questions were answered. I went back to Osaka hurting but I was fully convinced it was about time I moved on. Fast forward to now, I have no regrets. What I experienced that fateful winter just proved that in a twisted yet effective way, pain cures.

Way too good at goodbye

I told you that was my goodbye.

I’m freeing myself from all the remains of contradicting fantasies.

You said you will never forget what I did.

And that you will never forgive~

I chose not to tell you I’m flattered.

In your hatred,

In your antipathy,

It seems you will always remember me.